I am busy practicing the discipline that not every scene I write needs to end up in the book.
You write to find the story.
And that is how there is a story. Because you looked for it and found it.
But the looking can be scary. What if this isn't the right way?
I'll tell you. If this scene you write turns out not to be the right scene, THE WORLD WILL END in a plague of hissing cockroaches. They will hiss scorn upon you as they swallow you up in a writhing oblivion, leaving only your shoelaces and eyelashes as evidence you even existed.
Except not really. Nothing will happen. You will write another scene. And another. And one of them will be right.
That's all. Angst makes it feel very complicated, but it's not.
ONWARD! WRITE! You will find stuff you weren't looking for. It's like sofa cushions. Yeah, there's money there, and the occasional diamond ring, but there's also a lot of lint, and probably a half-sucked Life Saver or a used Q-tip you'd rather not deal with. But would you let a used Q-tip stand between you and a diamond ring?! Plus which, who knows? You may well find a tiny, mystical medallion in ancient bronze, and have no idea how it came to be there, or what its powers are ... and it will light your brain on fire.
(Also: have a nice day :-)
P.S. This discipline is the thing that gives me courage and freedom to write the scenes instead of just fretting about them, and more often than not, they are right, or at least right-ish. YAY!
Thanks for that. :)
ReplyDeleteThis sounds sooooo familiar! So glad I'm not the only one. Here's to slightly less perfectionism.
ReplyDeleteFinding stuff I'm not looking for is my favorite thing about writing! It's amazing what your imagination knows that you do not. :)
ReplyDeleteHappy reading and writing! from Laura Marcella @ Wavy Lines
Thank you, Laini. I just removed the shower cap from my brain. I will stop shielding myself from all these scenes that pelt my head and let my mind bathe in them more.
ReplyDeleteLove the post, Laini, and love the sofa cushion analogy. I forget all too often that I can add, delete, alter anything until it feels just right. Thank you for the reminder :)
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ReplyDeleteHI, very good advice thank you.
ReplyDeleteAnd also want to say come to Mexico City soon please!!
Me and my friends would love to meet you.
The under-the-cushions analogy is spot on!
ReplyDeleteThanks for the tip.
And the morning chuckle.
And the reminder that I really, really ought to clean my sofa.
This is such a good reminder - "You write to find the story."
ReplyDeleteIt's a also a good reminder to clean out the couch. And under it. And around it... I swear I'm not a slob! :)
Once again, Laini wins a battle in the war against the jerk brains! Thanks so much for this. I recently had to turn my plot upside down - or, according to my CPs, the right way around since apparently I was going the wrong way entirely.
ReplyDeleteSince that angst is done with, my new worries for the past two days is that I'm starting out slow and am writing ALL THE WRONG THINGS.
This was a good reminder to write to find the story. Thanks. <3
But, what if... what if it's not the story you're (I'm) having trouble with?
ReplyDeleteWhat if it's the voice?
What if the voice of the character who comes to you, while a great, great, great, original, compelling voice, is just so alien that writing it feels like writing left-handed? Or blindfolded? Or in Latin??
I read the line about "hissing cockroaches" and my immediate thought was: "I KNEW IT!"
ReplyDeleteMy next thought was I need to get offline and rewrite my current scene... Or clean out my sofa.
(I do like that sofa cushion analogy, by the way. Very apt.)
Thank you, Laini! I struggle with first drafts above all else because of the notion that what I'm writing is more than a first draft. Also I love the hissing cockroaches imagery.
ReplyDeleteGood stuff!
ReplyDeleteHi Laini!
ReplyDeleteJust made the trailer :) I hope you like em
http://lite-rate-ture.blogspot.com/2013/04/i-made-trailers.html#links
The link is above
I have forwarded this post to so many people! Thanks for your encouraging word!
ReplyDeleteI needed this. I don't know how many times I've said that about your writing posts, but they always come at a perfect time.
ReplyDeleteI just dug out a notebook and decided to freewrite anything that comes to mind. Tear up that sofa and summon the demons!
When will you be judging the book trailer contest? I am going to be on pins and needles until May 1st and until you do!! i hope I win.. and I hope you will comment on my video, too/. :D
ReplyDeleteWhen is book 3 of Smoke and Bone coming out?
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